This is me.....

What's the point of a friendship if you have to change who/what you are? I have little weird quirks about me, but THAT'S ME!! I never claimed to be perfect or the perfect friend/roommate/sibling/daughter/aunt.....but I do what I can, when I can.

Everyone has their childish moments, NO ONE is beyond it. And yes, I may have them at inopportune times, but that's me. And it doesn't happen all the time like that. I am learning to apologize for things that I do...but it's a learning process. I am VERY stubborn and I will admit that. Most people will not admit their faults, but I admit pretty much most of mine. I can be mean, rude, bitchy,inconsiderate, and stubborn......but I can also be sweet, loving( in a non contact way..lol), helpful, caring, and the most reliable person you know. I want to be that person who anyone can count one....besides for money, of course! lol...I'm broke as a joke!

Basically, what I am trying to say is that.....I AM NOT perfect nor do I claim to be. I have my faults just like everyone else. Life is a learning process. You find out what you like/don't like, and how to get through the rough times and embrace the good times. I have been quick to cut people out of my life and not look back. Now I am wondering if that was such a good thing? Once again, it is one of my bad qualities...but hey, I am trying here. I have made some new friends who are completely awesome......and I have some old ones that I have let slip through my fingers because we were "different". I need to sit back and evaluate what I am doing and where I am going in my life......so far I am lost and can't seem to find my directions. Where is navigation when you need it?? lol